So this is what pain feels like

I’ve had my heart torn from my chest and trampled on by Fate. My best friend for the past 15 years passed away early this morning, and though it seems as though she went peacefully, it doesn’t make it any easier. I want nothing more than one last cuddle, even if she tries to claw my face like she used to.

I love you. Never forget that.

I can’t imagine I will have very peaceful, relaxed blogs for a while, if I even post anything at all. This has been the most painful thing I’ve endured, and I’ve been through some pretty terrible stuff.

Grieving is hard. I don’t know how I’m going to survive without her, but we’ll see how that works later.

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